But it’s Just a Compliment

Recently, I got in an disagreement with a man about the state of street harassment that women face. He professed that it’s all just flirtatious compliments that women were just too sensitive to understand. A lot of the women he was arguing with kept trying to explain male gaze, rape culture, and a lot of other things to get through to him that the his experience was not representative of that of a woman’s experience with these things were.

Let’s say I’m a transgender man who lived the bulk of his 42 years presenting as a woman. It’s true. I am. Let’s say I, like many of the women out there, have a lot of experience with street harassment, and unwanted male attention, which is true. Now let’s say I present primarily male now, and get hit on by inclined men on occasion, which is also true.

This means, when you tell me that street harassment in the form of “Hey babe! Nice rack!” is just a compliment, I think I might be in a unique position to to say, it’s absolutely not. There is a distinct difference in the two experiences. On the surface they might look equitable, but there is a lot more going on here.

When a guy hits on me as a man, it’s very flirtatious even when they come on strong. I feel perfectly safe telling them that I’m not interested. I’ve never had a backlash from a man when I tell him no thanks. Sometimes, they are really kind about being turned down, and sometimes they are embarrassed. I’ve never had any of these guys start screaming abuse at me the minute I tell them no.


I’ve also never had a guy follow me down the street in his car yelling at me when I present masculinely. I’ve never had a guy follow me off the bus, and then keep a loud, crass, running commentary about my “assets”. I’ve never had to fake being on the phone to get the guy following me all over the grocery store to leave me alone because I had to go out into a dark parking lot in heels, and wasn’t sure I could run away.

Aggressive flirtation is one thing, but the the aggressive edge that many women find themselves confronted with isn’t flirtation, but outright aggression. It’s an implied threat. This is why so many women stoically ignore a street harasser. They have no idea if they confront that jerk if he’s going to explode at them.

I felt my verbal sparring partner was willfully ignoring these differences, but then again, he might never have seen any of this in play. A lot of men seem truly horrified by this behavior when they witness it. It’s a bit of masculine privilege that you can walk through life and never know that your feminine loved ones deal with this.

There is a very real visceral difference to the two behaviors. When a guy hits on me, as my now manly man self, I feel he is treating me as a potential partner. I find he looks me in the eyes, to see how I react. I am someone who he wants to react favorably. I feel that my consent to the flirting is very much desirable. I am a possible hookup, or a possible date.

When I used to present as female, my consent to this “flirtation” wasn’t even a concern. Not one of my endless number of street harassers ever looked me in the eyes to see how I felt. Often, they would look to their buddies, because I was just an object or prop in their antics for each other. I was not a person to be thought about in these scenarios.

That’s the real difference. In one scenario I am treated as a person, and in the other, I am an object.

That’s why, despite having a cursory similarity between the two behaviors, at the core of it, they are nothing at all alike. It’s not just a compliment. It’s not even flirting. The difference in the way flirtatious men act and aggressive verbally abusive men act is stark.


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  1. January 19, 2014 at 9:41 pm —

    Nicely put.

  2. January 20, 2014 at 2:11 pm —

    I’m on the other side of things: a trans woman. I think a lot of the most vile things men do are masculine performance for each other and really have almost nothing to do with the women that end up being forcibly involved. It’s a way for them to assert their masculinity among their peers. They look to their friends because it’s *their* confirmation they want, not the women’s.

    It’s why femininity is the enemy: it’s not masculinity. Masculinity means you’re part of the club. Non-masculinity means you are Other.

    There are countless little things that men do to make sure they are part of the group, and they police themselves. All the metaphorical dick comparing. Ugh.

    I really don’t know how transmen manage. There has to be some subset of masculinity that I can’t put my finger on that isn’t so hostile.

    • January 20, 2014 at 2:44 pm —

      I agree with this a lot. During my transition I find cis hetero men, and some trans men, police masculine performance that favors a lot of terribly toxic behaviors. I think in my corner of masculinity, there is a pressure to perform this kind of toxic masculinity to “be a man”. I find myself often accepted openly by men I’d characterize as douche-bros, who then try to “help” me be a better man. It’s a weird space to be in to have to chose to fail at masculinity to keep my principles, or gain acceptance. Before I started medically transitioning, I never appreciated the level of pressure that exists. It really isn’t about the women involved.

      • January 20, 2014 at 3:15 pm —

        Besmyka, wolsey — Just wanted to say thank you for sharing your perspectives. I really liked this article and am sharing it around. I didn’t need convincing — I’m a cis-woman and know that being followed home off the bus is not a compliment — but I know seemingly good-hearted men who don’t seem to get it. Maybe this will help. And the insight into “performance” helps me.

  3. January 20, 2014 at 7:14 pm —

    Nice post, Wolsey! Thanks for this.

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